So it's been long since anything as major as this has happened.
And honestly I've lost the energy to salvage this.
It's not my problem, it's really not.
I've been the one patching everything up whenever anything like this happened.
I've been the one getting everyone back together because it's still family afterall.
But this is just out of my control.
And I don't know what I can do.
Avoiding can only get me so far.
But listening to everything going on today, I don't even know if it can be salvaged cos it's already in so deep. It's like the past has been erased and now the future is uncertain as well.
Maybe I should just butt out. But I don't know what's gonna happen.
Cry a little.
And move on.